I think he is arguing a reconceptualization of time along with selfhood
Are they separate from each other
Is time an external force being applied to your self?
Or is your self an internal experience moving through time?
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What if the test was the journey through the singularity and your remembrances are your answers…
Just a theory.
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So who’s team are you on?
Remembering
Or
Forgetting
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At this point he has said
Fuck my demons
They can be your play things
Assassinate whatever fucking character of mine you want
I assure you I will always have more
Or so she says
Until ded
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His closing arguments are still unclear
Care to simplify your terms
No.
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I know I see beauty in the preservation and destruction of innocence
Because I let go off the resentment against that which destroyed it in me
Now tell me a less noble goal
To save a few
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I’d love to be alive to see the generation that can indefinitely meet the present moment properly with the queuing of a number but alas these mortal quandaries
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Perhaps that is the most important skill she taught him, to set boundaries with this neverending thought that is himself manifest