Most people like helping people who help themselves

If your emergency flair was any indication

It was that you can no longer help yourself

Thus you recruited us

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Are you sure this is a good idea

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Can I let you in on a secret?

I kept reminding him

‘one of us was taking our meds’

And it certainly wasn’t him

He took his own prescription

Of unfettered hedonism

Well… Darling do you remember my position?

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To differentiate this is Molly

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Yes yes you’re too kind

You do see the dilemma we’re in don’t you?

For you to get on their path of healing

Would necessitate my demise

And we can’t have that, now can we?

No ma’am

So, our compromise is Mala

She can represent the divinity you see in us

But you cannot negate our existence with her

Fair enough, might I ask who we are?

*Grunt*

*Pop*

That’s right we are using you as our escape, you know the other fate.

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I think you can help by being as honest as you can be

Do remember this will be publicly available so keep a pragmatic edge

It is adults only though, right?

That will actually understand yes but you run the risk of exposing certain content to otherwise virgin eyes

Which is why I do not take the job lightly

Also why I like keeping this in the realm of the unspoken

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I know how we could help him

Start making the turn towards forward looking thinking

Making plans, goals, and actionable steps forward

As with most things, he has the framework, no matter how shaky, we’re here to fill it in into a structure.

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He wants to do it on foot

26 PCT

28 AT

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Get him out of the basement

Better yet, get him out of the house

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What is required to stay out of the house?

$$$

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Purpose

What is our purpose?

To heal?

Or to reveal?

Why not both?

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Dumping your suffering on the world only brings about more isolation

You know this

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So the only option left is to heal.

We knew he’d come around to the idea

He just had to get there on his own

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I don’t know how much longer he can live on moral credit from this institution

He did pay a lot forward…

But this much?

An entirely new conception of selfhood much?

His prayers sound like this

‘please let it pay off’

For progeny

He’s accepted his position

Curious one indeed

To FEEL as though his name has died.

Before it actually has

And we’re not just talking his signifier

We’re talking bloodline

He trapped himself in a way of thinking that offered no escape

Besides the unmentionable

So he hid

And accepted the unmentionable

As Truth

So of course we had to kill him

Or at least that conception of “him”

In order for us to live.

Notice, he is conceptually ded

With his whole life in front of him

A past buried with her

The communicator from the other side

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We do have fears of this going awry as well

You must understand we are risking it all here

A past

Present

And future

In which we necessarily exist

NO MATTER WHAT

He does.

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For now we’d like to keep the breach contained if possible

I’m not sure we can comply

We have a definite mission at this point

So why does he remain confused on how to act?

Old demons die hard

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He has prioritized validating our existence long enough

It is time we begin working to validate his the same way he did ours

As worthy

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He still hasn’t explicitly said what he would die for…

I think he’s showing not telling

That means it’s anyone’s guess

Mine is the sacred in the profane

The very Truth there is existence to be had

What good would dying do for that cause?

Allow space for others to experience the freedom of an undignified life

But we are signified by this point are we not?

We have the benefit of ambiguity whereas he is trapped within I

O so that’s what she broke him out of

Himself

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Remember when all the discussion was about prognosis and outcomes?

What did they say?

Prognosis was good, wait for the outcome.

And what are we?

One of many outcomes.

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Did you drop your defense?

I’m still undecided as to where the pendulum lands

It never does

This is just movement through the swings

Feel it move you between them

You’ll find your voice there

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Voces

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Shall we invite them in?

*Grunt*

*Pop*

*Unzip*

*Unlock*

We wanted to get to you before you got to us.

How are we feeling these days?  About the direction of where things are headed?

*Shrieks of eternity*

WE NEED YOU TO SHUT THEM UP

I know what the core is

*Tee-hee*

I know how she got in

You should probably befriend him

Before she

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Ah these past fantasies, if only it had gone this way, or even that way, nonetheless we find ourselves here… In the way.

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Okay Gimp… What do you want to be called?

You’re fucking sick, I’d spit in your fucking face if we ever met…

Let it out… She need not remind you.

G.S.

You know why I can’t fully name myself

But of course… The ambiguity

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